rehabilitate my smile

I always wonder when I look at a person who exactly they like romantically. Not because I want to desperately know for my own satisfaction of knowing ”gossip” but because I want to try figure out what draws them to that person. Is it their smile? Their hair colour? Their lust for life, or their sheer narcissism for it? 

I’ve also noticed how emotionally vulnerable people are about liking people, and how other people just accept this. Like, how on an exterior they will make out that their totally fine with their crush making out with someone or they don’t mind if they are just friends, but EVERYBODY, including themselves know that they are not alright, infact, they feel terrible about it.  But, we as the bystanders, just go along with them. 

I bet if somebody knew that there are no possible way of the person judging you they’d tell you every little detail  down to the last drop of why they like the person they like. Its a real shame you can’t talk about it so openly, because I bet there are so many fascinating little anecdotes in the heads of romantically smitten people.